First of all, my deep regards to you, and thanks for being the Generator, Operator & Destroyer of this Universe. I am so thankful to you for sending me on this earth in the times when Greats like Sachin Tendulkar, Shahrukh Khan & Aamir Khan are in the top notch form, and i am so lucky to share this earth with such wonders.
People go to temples to pray in front of you, when they are in some problem. But you have programmed me in such a way that i rarely go to temples. But yes, i am in a very big problem. So i thought of writing a letter to you, and hope that my problem gets solved.
People say YOU are one, its true, i admit. But to help every creature on this earth, it is a formidable task for YOU to be present everywhere. So you have sent your agents in the form of FRIENDS to help people. I am also a very lucky person to have such wonderful friends.
But among all these friends of mine, i had a friend whom i considered to be YOU only. Every decision in my life, i used to take by consulting this friend(further referred to as X). I used to rever X, and blindly follow the decisions X took for me. I considered myself very lucky to have YOU in my life.
But as they say, tere khel tu hi jaanta hai bhagwan...
Recently, It was my day, the most wonderful day in my life. The best of my friends sitting with me, and i am enjoying with them. Suddenly, i say such CRUEL words, and to whom, to X, and the result is that, X has departed from my life.
The thing is that, if i had said these words, if i meant even 1% of what i said, toh koi dukh ki baat nahi thi. But i don't know why and from where these words came out of my mouth, but isse pehle ki i could control the situation, paani sar ke upar ja chuka tha..
Now when i talk to or text to X, sometimes, i do get responses, but i know, that in X's heart, i am nowhere. All the respect i had gained since all these years, is gone with just a single stroke.
Now, what do i want from YOU?
GOD, i just want you to please convey my message to my friend that what i said, i didnt mean any of those words. Kehte hain na ki bure waqt me bande ka dimaag kharab ho jata hai, maybe the same thing happened to me that day.
I apologise to my friend for doing what i have done. I hope YOU will make my friend understand that i am not a wrong person at heart, or a wrong guy to be friends with.
Now only YOU can help me GOD. Please make my relationship with X, the same pristine way, as it was earlier. Because undoubtedly, those were the best days of my life, when i had such wonderful friends.
Regards
Y.
X's Friend.
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